Thursday, May 5, 2011

I LOVE YOU

I had a dream about you last night...only I can't remember all the details.  But knowing you were in my dreams makes me feel better.  Your year date is coming up fast.  I'm starting to get anxious about it.  I still can't believe this is my life...that you are gone.  Every minute of every day my heart and my soul aches for you.  I love you to the moon and back!

12 comments:

The Kings said...

I can't believe it's almost a year either. That means I've known you for a year now and I'm SO glad, but so sad that I never knew you before Ben passed away.

LL said...

I've thought about you so much since the 29th of April and now we're into May. I hope your dreams are filled with Ben...all month long.

Jenny said...

...and he loves you FROM the moon and back!!!

shirlgirl said...

I think of you and the 29th coming up--the day that our sweet Benji met his Heavenly Father and left this earthly life. He is sending you all his love. I had a dream last night and someone was speaking to me and I could understand what he was saying. I kept asking him to speak up. I'm sure it was Uncle David speaking to me and wish I knew what he was saying--probably that he was o.k. We'll both be o.k. Becky, as hard as it is for us. Love you and have a Happy Mother's Day--you are very special. Love, Aunt Shirley

shirlgirl said...

I meant to say I couldn't understand what he was saying. Sorry about that.

Amy said...

Huggs!!!!

Tara said...

Look how much he loves you too... to the moon and back.

Team Carter Jay said...

Awww, he loves you so much too! I must admit that I'm somewhat jealous...I've been praying I would dream of Carter, and still nothing. I can't believe that both of our angel days -sigh-. Lots and lots of prayers.

Team Carter Jay said...

That should say both of our angel days are so close...time for bed for me lol

Emily B. said...

Happy Mother's Day this weekend. I am SURE Ben wishes he could be present physically and tell you how much he loves you.

Erin said...

Love you and Ben. I know how you are feeling. I will very occasionally have dreams and not remember details, but it does bring comfort. Funny how when these kids came into our lives we thought "I can't believe this is my life" and we are thinking it again now that they are gone.

April said...

Happy Mother's day to a most precious mother. I know how much Ben cherishes you... as do I.