Sunday, August 21, 2011

VISITING YOU....

I was in town Friday and snuck down to see you Ben.  It was just me and you...all by ourselves.  That doesn't happen very often.  I talked to you, cried over you and even lay next to you for awhile.  (that is until an older man stopped in his truck, afraid that I had fainted or something because I wasn't moving)  He moved on after he saw that I was okay...at least on the outside.  I miss you Ben.  I physically miss your being.  I miss holding you, touching you, taking care of you.  It still seems so surreal when I'm sitting at your grave, that this is my life now...without you in it.
I LOVE you Ben!

8 comments:

The Kings said...

oh that's so hard. I imagine it must be even hard to leave Ben's graveside. Love you!

Amanda said...

may God continue to bless you & keep you.

The VW's said...

I miss your sweet boy too! May you be given peace and grace each and every day, until you meet again! Love and Big Hugs!!!

Art City Fanatic said...

That is so sweet.

shirlgirl said...

Sweet post for a sweet boy. He is missed by all of us. We are blessed that we had him in our lives for eight years and the Lord placed him in your wonderful care.

l arganine said...

It can be hard, but everything must move on.

Nettie's Blog said...

a very dear to heart post.... i had a little smile when i read about the man stopping to see if you were OK though...i am very visual person and was seeing it in my minds eye...so good that there are still caring people in the world...

Valeri Ajamyan said...

That was really touching! Well done. I just created a blog about Geography. Come visit it. I know you'll love it!