Every single night since Ben passed away I have knelt in prayer asking Heavenly Father to please help me to feel his presence, to dream about him. It's been nearly two months and I finally received an answer to my prayers. I held Ben again in my dreams. I won't go into detail as it is too personal, but suffice to say that it was so heavenly to hold him in my arms again. (he was his sweet self in my dream, wrinkly head and all...this time with a smile) It did my heart some good to wake this morning and recall the details. I'm grateful for answered prayers.
These are some Lilies that a friend of mine gave to me after Benjamin passed away. These are the flowers that remind me of him. They finally opened this week. The timing couldn't have been better.