This process has been tedious. I'm hoping we are almost there. I decided last minute that I wanted to change his picture. I didn't really like how the other one came out and thankfully a good friend of mine convinced me to change it. She reminded me that every time I visited his grave and saw his picture, I would always regret not getting it the way that I really wanted. Sometimes I tend to settle so I was grateful for her advice. I love his picture for a lot of different reasons. I love that she captured his hand with his thumb in between his middle and ring finger. That was classic Ben. It reminds me of his wonderful nurses and caregivers that took such amazing care of him whenever he was in the PICU. (it's a sign for N, nurse) I would love some feedback if you have any.