Wednesday, October 13, 2010

IT'S MY PARTY

And I'll CRY if I want to.
(and I did)
Because you're not here to celebrate with me.
I'm 37 years old today Ben.
And I'm WAY too young to be with out you.
xoxo

14 comments:

The Kings said...

oh such a hard birthday. Thinking of you and hope that you do something special and it turns into a happier day for you. 37 IS really old though! ;)

Amy said...

Hey you young thang!!!!Huggs and praying that you feel Ben on your lap today and those eyes smiling at you. I know your family will lift you up. Can't wait to see the crazy pics.

LL said...

Happy Birthday to Ben's mom!

The VW's said...

Happy Birthday Becky! Ben is celebrating with you from afar....and I bet he misses you too! Hope you are able to enjoy your day! Love, Hugs and Prayers!!!

Jenny said...

Birthday LOVE from me to you~
XO

Junior said...

Happy Birthday, lots of love and hugs

ANewKindOfPerfect said...

Happy birthday sweet Becky!

ParkerMama said...

Happy Birthday. I know Ben is wishing you the same.

Tammy and Parker
www.prayingforparker.com

asplashofsunshine said...

Happy happy birthday! Enjoy your day as much as your heart can allow. You deserve many smiles and laughter today... Ben would want that for his Mommy!

two sevens clash said...

Hi! I found Ben's blog through Alicia Harper's sites, and just wanted to drop a little note. Our son Leo was born last month at the Dartmouth Hitch in Lebanon.(Leo also has hydran, and got a VP shunt at 4 days old..) I saw from one of your pictures that your sweet Ben also spent time there. I can't believe that there is another Upper Valley family who is intimately acquainted with hydranancephalus. We never knew about it until Leo. I just wanted to let you know how much we admire you and your family, and though we are just beginning our journey with Leo, the examples of all the other parents of such children are our guiding beacons. Thank you for sharing your love of your special son with all of us! Memory Eternal! Leo's blog: leoclement.blogspot.com

Jenny said...

Happy Birthday Becky. Ben is definitely with you today. I'm sure of it.

Erin said...

Happy birthday Becky and twin! (too confusing to say "Ben") We're both too young to have been through what we have been through. And yet it's been better than any birthday present. eh?

Browning Buzz said...

Becky~

Hope you had a totally AWESOME Birthday...you deserve it so much!!!! You also share the same birthday as Ashley Sullenger (Preslee's mom).

Bugg's mama said...

Happy Birthday! Cry your heart out....as long as you have a party, too.

Love, Bree